At That Moment

I walk in to find you with your back to the large window, moments before you had been watching the white wooden door I had just come through. I closed it gently looking around the room I had not seen in years. The bed to my right, with the open messy wardrobe and shelf against the wall just as I remembered them. I looked up and our eyes met looking at each other, unsure.

The corner of his mouth twitched into a smile as he took a step towards me, I did the same meeting halfway we wrapped our arms around one another. I held on tight my cheek resting on his shoulder and his messy dark hair tickling my nose as I took a breath, a musky smoky smell met my nostrils, not the cigarette kind but like a recently burned match.

I felt his arms loosen and I raised my head to see his face, it was only inches from mine as I looked into  his dark eyes feeling his breath soft on my skin. As he came closer his face blurred in my vision I closed my eyes feeling his parted lips stop barely in contact with mine, pausing for a moment as if to gage my reaction, before gently closing the rest of the distance of the kiss. I moved my mouth with his as the freckled lips I'd looked at for many years made contact with mine, my heart beating way above it's usual steady slow pace.
I wasn't sure how long we stood like this, neither of us wanting to break it apart, when there were quick footsteps and a knock on the door. Instinctively our hands connected with the others chest at the same time flinging our selves to opposite ends of the room. I landed bracing my self against the desk to the left and he leaning casually on the wardrobe. I took a deep breath trying to regain composure as he called to the person outside the door.

"come in" the doorknob turned and his brother stuck his head in, looking first from me to him then back to me a puzzled expression on his face. " what?"
" oh um, dinners almost done" his brother stammered.
" fine we will be out in a few minutes." The boy at the door looked around once again before ducking back out and closing the door with a click. We stood frozen in place as the footsteps faded down the hall. As our eyes met once more our faces relaxed into smiles as we laughed. At that moment he had never been more beautiful.

 

 

 

Introduction

I thought I should Introduce my self to start off with:

I am currently 18 on break and waiting to see if I will be accepted into the Veterinarian school at University next year, and I work once a week at a pet store. I have wanted to start a blog for a few years now but I didn't think I would get much time to update it and my writings not all that good. Nothings changed but I'm going to give it a go anyway.

I draw, write, love to read, take photos, play basketball and ride horses. I usually get stuck in the trap of wanting to please other people so I am aiming to keep this updated and run how I want to do it. If that means I don't get to post for a few weeks or I post something every day we will have to wait and see.

 My Reasons:

There are days when I don't know why I'm doing it any more. There are days when what used to work for me doesn't any more. There are days when I know I will save the world. There are days when I get so cross at the stupid ignorant people wondering what useless crap they will buy with their money. Then I wonder how sitting here and studding is going to fix any of these things.

But it will I want this because it will give me all that I want not just a job working with animals because I'm smart and have always loved animals. No it's more than that I want the people and the animals and the challenge and not to be on the computer or writing every day in an office. I want to have the option to work in many jobs I want to do my part. I want to sit on an ethics council I want to foster a greyhound and work at the track, I want to experience a live export trip first hand. I want to grow and change because without change life gets boring. I want to spend the by product of money on something meaningful I want to make a difference and so now I am going to close this and do what I have to to get there.