Ten Days of Honesty: Day 1

Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People Right Now

• Some times I'm not sure you even want me there, I know you invite me but then I don't see you the whole night. I want to be there but I can't tell if you only invite me because you think I want to come. I do, but it's not for the music.
• Thank you for not liking me back. You left me with something more important and helped me more than you will ever know.
• I never needed you and I relise I never want to see you ever again. I feel sorry for the fool who now calls you a friend, they deserve better. I'm glad you hated me because if you hadn't I wouldn't be where I am today.
• I am so glad everything worked out. That was all way to close for comfort. Although we did get out early enough.
• I don't know if your straight, but it doesn't bother me either way, I'll always want to be your friend.
• I want you to be happy but when ever you are I get forgotten about. I know you don't mean to but it hurts a little. I will suck it up and let you be happy.
• I have the urge to be nice to you just because you are disabled. People say how we should treat you like everyone else because thats what you want, to be normal. But If you weren't disabled I don't think it would make a difference I still don't think we would be great friends. I feel bad but thats how it is.
• I wish you would just tell me things straight. I might not agree and I wont listen a lot of the time but at least if I had all the sides I'd be more likely to make the best choice.
• The worst part about the bunnies was not knowing if she would still be alive when I woke up and knowing that it would have been dealt with already if you had told me in the first place, seems I had already guessed it, but I trusted the vet. I still would have aced my chem exam, I don't need you to start 'protecting' me now. It's a little late for that.
• Your hard to read. Your emotions are erratic, you find it hard to open up to people, you generally like people but are to shy to talk first in case they don't like you back, you don't make it easy for them although you wish you could, on your good days your amazing, you tend to forget on others that we want you around. I know this because your exactly like me in those ways. So I'll let you in on a secret; I want to be your friend, every day, and you would make my day by talking first.